Radiation from the nuclear plant accident flew, but we had to stand up without knowledge of it. Lost of people suffered because of the irresponsible work done by people with no risk management skill.
Nihonmatsu City where I live wasn’t an evacuation zone but I was furious. I can’t imagine how frustrated people who had to evacuate were. My city wasn’t an evacuation zone, but I’m still anxious, angry and frustrated.
I have a habit of melodies coming up in my mind when I’m doing something. Most of them are in orchestra, but I don’t know orchestration so it’s for the piano. This song is a compilation of things that happened. I’m glad if you can see what happened to my life.

Parting comes in many ways but eternally is the saddest.
I met one chief working for Namie Town who evacuated and he told me he was sad to lose his co-worker in the Tsunami and he was frustrated not to find missing people because radiation level is so high there.He looked really sad after work.
I lost one friend during this time.It takes time to accept eternal parting.
This is the song I made when I was praying for people who died from the Tsunami.

The more information I got, the more I was angry at how irresponsible the people in charge of the atomic administration were.
Specialists predicted that a big Tsunami would hit the power plant, but the uneducated workers ignored it.
Explosions from a meltdown happened because they lost electrical power.
I was mad how irresponsible and foolish they were.I was moved by people who brought supplies, and visited to cheer us up despite anxiety of radiation. I found out about irresponsible workers who didn’t pay back their salary they got at the time, and they didn’t anything.
My hometown is not an evacuation zone, I trusted the specialists who said radiation level is not so high, it doesn’t affect our health, so I decided to live in Fukushima. Through this accident, I realized that my concern for the people in Hiroshima and Nagasaki, and people involved in the Hanshin-Awaji Earthquake was slight.
If you feel pain, you can feel someone else’s pain, so I can feel a little for them. Feeling that I don’t want to end my life as a victim of the power plant accident, the strong decision to move on developed.
At first, this third song was supposed to be a mach-melody at the end, because lots of people cheered me up which I appreciated and I wanted to go forward.
However, I heard the news that the court said no one was guilty and not to be punished even though they caused such a big disaster, which made me really mad.
Then, some strange melody came up in my mind, so I used this at the end instead of a march-melody.

This third song has two versions.One is “Confront” which I posted this time, the other is “Anger and Sadness”.They went around my head at the same time.
To be honest, “ Anger and Sadness” was my first choice. However , thinking about people who carried relief supplies during the highest radiation dose, or people who came to cheer me up knowing that radiation dose level was high, I realized I was captured by dark feelings of not moving forward. So I chose the “Confront” version.
By the way,I was looking at some paintings on the Internet to change those days’ mood. Fortuity, I found "The Sower" by the Millet. I was so invigorated by the painting that a melody came up with the standing up part "Confront" version.
■ Anger and Sadness　version ■

This is what I think.
People who are concerned with the affair should inspect honestly what who in what position should have done. It’s important to move on even if you suffer from any disasters, not only the nuclear plant accident.
Japanese couldn’t use lessons from disasters in the past. I hope people don’t forget about this accident and hope no one will go through what I’ve been through.

Addition
I want to say that, not only regarding nuclear power, but people with responsibility who lack risk management awareness and skill should get out of their positions.